pinocchio

i havent seen the blog in a while. so this serves as a reintroduction....


I'd be lying if i said
i didn't love you
and you'd be lying if you said
it was a good idea
you would be lying
if you said this
was ideal
and i would be lying
if i said
i believe you
we made lies
feel real
the ultimate
scam
we plotted and
planned on hearts
constructing dreams
and living in the veils of fantasies
nothing is perfect
no one is honest
and life in itself is a lie
I'd be lying is i said
i never loved you
and you be lying if you said
you could accepted that
you'd be lying if you
said you gave me your heart
and i would be lying if i said
i didn't mean it
we enter every relationship
with escape plans and early exit
strategies waiting in the wings
angles don't exist
and god is an opiate used
to passify a need to be constantly loved
I'd be lying if i said
i never saw us apart
and you'd be lying if you said
that a future was want you wanted
we used the phrase
"who knows what could happen"
as a crutch
feet broken
or at least too afraid
to show movement
and advancing something
that we had no control over
I'd be lying if i said
i wasn't scared
you be lying if you said
you didn't do anything to warrant it
perfection is hard to stand next to
we lose color when the shades are
undefined
i pale in comparisons to your hues
I'd be lying if i said
you were actually lying
and you be lying
if you admitted to
any of this
i guess I'm the only one thats lying
or maybe I'm lying about lying........